LOST - to be beyond the comprehension of ......

And the title says it all......................

We moved house at the beginning of February and a total of 92 hours have been spent watching it. I still avidly blame the lack of a TV signal upstairs so now what to do .............................

But first I have to say WTF?? After 92 hours to find out (please turn away now if like me you'd never got around to watching all of the LOST episodes) that they are all dead!

And yes as per normal the water works broke out (but actually that doesn't take a lot these days) it feels like losing old friends in the literal sense, like when you've been reading a good book that you've really enjoyed and then it ends and there's no more (well definitely not in my case as they're all DEAD aaargh can you tell i'm slightly annoyed). The main source of my anger is I didn't get ONE episode of series 6 and perhaps this is why???

The screenwriters knew how they wanted it to end but weren't really sure of how it should end so hey ho!!

OK dusted that off..................back to normality..............

I have been so busy with the shop that I wake at 6am start packing orders and planning ways to make more money and NO i'm not a millionaire yet but through doing the eBay shop i'm finally working out how I want my shop to progress now. Now having the time to do all that I need to do whilst having the little one hanging off me is a different matter. Although he is enjoying his daily trips to the Post Office as he gets his bar of Freddootherwise its a mixture of playing with little man, racing to the computer, watching Ben & Holly (his fave) over and over then racing to the computer, waiting for hours for little man to have a nap then...................blogging ooops. But you can see why I haven't blogged in a while. Well that and the fact that absolutely NOTHING of any interest has been happening to me.


Next RANT as there seriously has to be one and that's this weather SERIOUSLY you can't even call it rain as this is a whole new ball game, someone up there is playing with the switches because you'll have it sunny walk outside then all of a sudden the sky is dark and boom downpour. most always around the school pick up time. Last week me, little man and middle man has to literally peel the wet clothes from our skin after waiting in the playground (no coats, brollies, its was sunny) and then BOOM!

In England this is now already being called drought season hmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!

End of the matter!

My Jubilee Party has been cancelled (possibly a good thing as this rain may never end) but I will still be waving my flag with pride and hoping that someone on our green makes an impromptu party (possibly myself lol) . I am very very pleased that we have booked out holiday in October half term (mostly for costs but now possibly as we might have a late very late summer). We are off to a place in wales that Hubby went to when he was a child and he has fond memories of the place, and apparently the sunsets are stunning.


Recently my friend had some bad news and I truly haven't been the best of friends to her because I just can't, my own pain of losing 2 little ones is still too raw and with the second one's due date of the 4th May coming up it becomes even more painful. But to my friend who might be reading this.... I feel your pain and I want to help you get through this but I know how hard that'll be as I still can't get through my own torment.

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby's not with you?"

"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."

"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.

"I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile,
With all the other children and say...

'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quick,
My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'

"So you see my dear sweet ones,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.

Though some on earth may not realize,
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
And know that you're the best mom!"

I think of my 2 little ones up there playing together (I believe still a boy and a girl Stan & Lexi) and as we are great friends so will our babies!
 until the day they are in our arms again.

This has been a real mismatch of a blog and for that I apologize, at least you know it can only get better.........

TTFN!!!